Nutty: I agree with you about my H maybe being a bit apprehensive. He also has no plans on moving in to my town house right away and we havent even discussed if he would move at the end of june when his lease is up or not.
I sometimes fear that My H still wants the best of both worlds (his freedom & his new friends & bars - at the same time as - me and all the comforts of home).
I just have no idea how we are going to mesh both of our very busy and different lives back into one life together again. We used to do everything together and now it is completely the opposite. Not to mention no one we used to hang with likes him much anymore & that stops him from wanting to do many of the things I do. I hope this time, we can make it long enough for us to heal and to heal our R's with all those we used to know and love too.
I guess I am just gonna keep up with my GAL as usuall and see my H in between the down times. Maybe we will move forward from there eventually.
I find I dont know what to talk about around him sometimes right now, lots of long awkward silences. He must think I am so boring, but I am trying and it is hard to feel comfy around him still. I feel like it is always a first date- but instead of being really interesting it is just the opposite since he allready knows every thing about me. TIPPER
