we all take things for granted 'til we loose them.
Yes, I am about to take my first vac. without stbx, and I know things will be different, hopefully I'll be able to round up other people to go with me, if not, I will make it my mission to have fun. I totally hear you about sharing the kids' antics with another, but as this road might be a long one, decide to make each day count and not torture yourself about what a "real" family is supposed to be. Make it so that one day you look back and see that you enjoyed the time with the twins to the max with or without your W, the days with toddlers/preschoolers are long but the years short.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
