Steelers Fan-H Left After 5 Weeks Pt. 2

[MidwesternGirl]

H has apologized over and over for putting all of us through this, and says he wishes he could take back what has happened.

I am even told that he is thankful I am still his wife, that he feels very blessed to have me as his wife, that he finally realized I was the only one he ever really loved and so on.

There is a lot of pain involved on his end and it is so severe that he has difficulty forgiving himself.

I don't think we on the other side of this can ever know what that pain is like.

What I do know is that the closer they get to ending this, the more God speaks to them and it gets louder and louder in their heads. I think this is another reason why they stay away because there is so much pressure and they just need to be left alone for awhile.

Also, God allows us to suffer but we will be rewarded for this suffering.

I think it is like we are trying to climb a steep mountain and when we are at the bottom (or shall I say the beginning of this MLC), it is very hard, then as we approach the top of the cliff, it gets even harder for us and then finally, we have made it.

All in God's perfect timing.