No word from H today, no hope of any word from him today. He said he's going to call me Saturday morning about taking S13 to Renaissance Fair. We always talked about going but we never went because he always had something else to do and now he's going to go. AARRGGHH!!!
Of course he is. I know it's hard, but the next thing that comes up you'd like to go to......GO! Take your S13 and just do it. If he isn't available go anyway.
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I want to plan something else to do after that but I don't have anyone to do anything with and I just can't seem to force myself to go anywhere by myself. I feel so conspicuous.
The only way to gt over feeling this way is to go out and do things anyway. I'll tell you a secret, it's hard for alot of people and they just get out. I even went dancing a couple of times without my H. The probelm I had there was the closest place to go is a studio we used to go to as a couple. I still went, but I'm looking for someplace else, that's too much for me.
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Tonight is my last Divorce Care group meeting. I'm so depressed. I'm going to miss having somewhere to go every Wednesday where I feel accepted and that my feelings are respected.
You only get so many? Who knew. What about starting your own group? Perhaps a game night group? Just a thought.
