Jen - your are such a positive person, i really admire your inner strength and your capability to look inside and find answers.
Keep up the girly work, good news about the knickers and perfume, remember do what works and it WILL make you feel nice.
Your list is postive.
Definately get the hair and eyebrows done.
Do you get the basic make up kit?
What about a nice walk together on these gorgeous evenings we're having?
New bedlinen for your new bed and scented candles for the room, what about a complete change and change the colour, re emulsion, white is the new magnolia.
All these changes are tweaks and H is bound to notice, you may get him to join you in your more active persuits and healthy eating and then he'll feel better about himself and the M too.
x Evie
P/A confirmed 5/03/08
03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage
T: 13 M: 8 D:20 & 17 from Previous M S: 8 & 4 BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY S: 13/10/07