Changing myself for myself

[Firekeeper]

asked h for a minute of his time and told him that i would appreciate of he would - 1st address the questions that he has to me in a daytime and not at night or early morning, and 2nd that he would tell the truth to kids and his parents about his r w/ow. the way he says it to them now gives them the impression that he does not pursue his r w/ow and has just internal struggle but is planning to reconnect w/ me soon.

which is a lie. i am swimming in anger. i think i will write him a letter that i will not send.