Well, on my way home, thanks WDID, MFT and Ping - and sorry for any others that tried to find me and give me the talk.
I actually read a piece Faithful sent me a while back on detachment on the airplane. I think when he sent it, I wasn't ready, but as I read this piece, it started to hit home. I put it on my desktop and forgot about it until tonight. I will post it at a later date. When you start getting your "mind right" it makes a lot more sense...
I am planning on going home and NOT talk about M or R. If W is up still and her door is open, I will say hello and act as if. I know that Wednesday's are hard for her as she has her IC, so she is usually exhausted, so if she is in her room, then I will leave her be and go be with my kids.
I feel strong right now, I know I can do this. All the suggestions are floating in my head. I started to cry one time on the plane, but then just kept telling myself - think how YOU are being treated right NOW, and you are crying because... I snapped out of it. I think that is a good baby step toward detachment.
Watched the Bucket List on the plane. That actually helped as well. Lot's of messages for me on detachment and that things will be okay.
Well, I will go read some posts. Thank God for aircards and car service so I can gather my strength!
Peace,
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09
