I am pretty weary and cautious about getting my hopes up too soon. We still have many hurdles we havent approached yet which will eventually be needed.
I canceled the walk for today since it was sprinkling and I said I would like to get my hair cut if he didnt mind rescheduling. He said - no problem. Later he called me while I was at my volleyball league and asked if I would like to hang out tonight. I text to tell him he could come by from 10 to 11 if he would like to visit.He said - Awesome!
H came by and we chatted & caught up some more about each others lives. It was nice. I informed him that I knew about his families crisis they are facing and he was pretty shocked that his mom had told me. But he was open to discussing it and we both agree on the sadness of it all. It was kind of a downer to chat about - but I felt it necessary to let him know he doesn't need to tiptoe around the topic.
He had his ring on still, thats a good sign. I hope it stays on his finger.
I know my own issues are allready kind of present from the way he talks so much about always chillin with his younger new buddies and he told me of about three different plans he allready has planned with some of them through out the next few months. I guess I need to let him still be a bit free and not worry about it now since I dont know if it is just talk. He also talked about going to an auction this sat. to look at dirt bikes and boats, but then was saying it probably wouldnt be good to buy something right now since he is slow. I hope this is just a temptation and I pray he doesnt persue it.
