Real life's getting more like fiction each day....

[Starshyne]

I went to Target to pick up the prizes for my students. I find shopping alone to be very difficult. I made it through until I got into my car and then I burst into tears. I know this has to get easier with time.

It looks like H won't be coming home again tonight. I tm'd him something like "Have a gr8 time 2nite! " It made me feel better to send him a message although he didn't answer at all.
Then I went to church....alone. The man who usually speaks on Wednesday night wasn't there, instead some boring guy was talking. So I ended up just sitting there and reading my Bible. It was peaceful.

H's Dad called....ugh. Maybe I should get caller id. He wanted to know if I had spoken to H about taking his mom out for mother's day. I politely told him that H hasn't been coming home until 2am and I haven't talked to him very much at all. And that maybe he should try H's cell phone.

The good news of the day was that when I came home from work this evening, I had a message from the head of the music at church (not the same church I attend on Wednesday, but the one I go to all of the time). I had talked to him many weeks ago about wanting to help with the singing. He had left a message saying that he would like for me to help lead worship this summer! Yippie! I haven't lead worship in years (actually that is how H and I met...he saw me up there in from of the church singing and he wanted to meet me). Don't ask me to explain how I can get up infront of 100's of people and sing or act but have problems with a person one on one in a small room...

Sara