I will be honest. Sometimes I just want to smack him upside the head and ask who/what is more important: him living over there or being with his family but I feel like that would add fuel to the fire.
I think I will have my cell phone turned off in the evenings so I am not available. And even when I think of doing this, I feel guilty because I feel he needs to talk to me.
I don't want to get caught up in his drama but I see someone whose mind is very fragile right now and I really do believe God is working on him more and more each day.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
