Just my normal weird feeling day. I have one at least once a week, it seems. I find it interesting the B decided to call me today. We talked about our weekend and she was supposed to go to the carnival, but never made it.

I imagine that this is what happens to WW. Maybe she has her days of straight thinking, but OM keeps pursuing. It makes me feel better to think of it this way. I know that it is the devil that throws temptations her way and she is unable to stand strong. He is obviously doing the same to me. Throwing temptation at me to get me to fold. WW just felt like something was missing in our R that led her down her path.

Our path is different. We have been told many bad things about ourselves, lied to, hurt, have had intimacy purposely withheld from us and on and on. It is like I am feeling the weakness that I despise in WW.

Just have to go home and get to my kids. I was going to linger around hoping to get a call from B, but no.

Keep the high road and be the man of conviction that I am.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."