Tell me what looks like pursuing. I don't want to be doing this, and I probably don't see it. Acts of kindness, friendliness, and acts of service is what I am shooting for. The kissing on the cheek or hugs isn't going to happen for a while.
Got invited to lunch by a business partner of the bank. She, I and another person went for chinese. Good to get out. I usually just eat lunch at my branch or go drive around and smoke. Went on some cold calls with her. Known each other for a few years. WW has shown some jealousy towards her before as we have a great working relationship. That is it.
Just got a call from B. Now I know that WW is jealous of her. She called just to tell me that she had just gotten a new car and was was getting a tint job. Talked a bit and she told me that the next time she is out for drinks, she'll call me. She says maybe tonite. I say ok. I don't want to put myself in any odd situations. But man, it is hard.
Stopping to think and breath, and imagine. I will remain strong...
I hope.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
