I sometimes wonder if I will ever feel happy again. I know that I will in time, but even when I am doing things I enjoy, there is this nagging unhappy feeling inside of me. I just desire to find that normal feeling again and keep it.
You WILL feel happy again, Sara. I know what you mean, though. The pain is an ever-present entity and makes its presence known no matter what you're doing.
I'm right with you there. Its just kind of a hole where there used to not be a space. It'll get better...it has to! Sara get out there and do one thing just for you today.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option