So..the "out for a quick beer and a game of pool" turned into just about an all nighter.
We drank and laughed and played video games...she gave me unsolicited kisses and hugs...she talked a little about how much fun we used to have, and how she felt when we stopped doing the things she liked to do.
I offered no excuses for the way things had become (because I have none), or reason for the sudden change, other than I need to be happy as much as she does, no matter how this all ends.
When we got home we had a late night snack and fell asleep in each other's arms.
This after the earlier that day talk about her not wanting to get my hopes up???
I told her I knew what I had become and understood completely what she must have felt and is feeling right now. I did not let us dwell on it.
I let her kick my butt in pool and video trivia, which she bragged about this morning as we were getting ready for work.
Another blast of a night....with the woman who says she wants to end our marriage.....I gotta laugh about.
