wow. he showed up? that is awesome. this is what makes me be as hopeful as I am for him. I really can't imagine anyone who seems to be so moved on to attend their "wife's" childbirth class when they are living with someone else.
I'm glad that you are starting to feel more okay with the present. I would try to convince you that you don't know that H has no feelings for you, but I think for now, you need to remove yourself as much from H as you can for just a while so you can continue detaching and getting your head in the right place.
On the hug, I'm thinking it's a majority of things, 1 it's been a long while, 2 you've been distant to him recently, 3. your getting a belly and I imagine your much bigger now than you were when you saw him last, and 4. I don't think HE knows how to act.
MHO
when ya gonna post your happy list????
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
