It was perfect to see with him, I think I could feel a couple squirms from that side of me. I did find interesting also that when he told his girlfriend she never even tried (which I have been guilty of saying) she listed all the ways she did try that didn't work, made me ponder slightly.

I am finding today a little hard again, there were no expectations last night but just spending "normal" time with my H and enjoying myself set back my clock a little bit and I am missing him today. I see what everyone means about contact with the AP setting the clock back to zero, works the same for evryone.


Me~34
H~38
D6.5

EA/PA-DEC.07

Moved out~Apr.13,08
Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08
No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009