It's Starting

[Lissie]

Blech.

I hate it.

Javier stands firm in the fact that, he tells the kids that him and susan are "just friends"

He stands firm saying that he has taken his time to introduce the kids to her.

My L contacted her and she ran to Javier crying

and he said i was harrassing him and her, and all this jargin

Blech.

I am not good at this. I called Susan and left her a detailed message, I know that i should keep shut. I told her, listen, if you and javier had your lived together, and my kids had to stay there, I would be fine with it, as long as your my kids had their own space.

I was calm cool and collected, I even told her i was happy, that our children got along. I said i love that your children are so caring towards my children.


I said thank you for being kind to them too. I just will not have my children sleeping on the floor.

Javier told me it was a slumber party. THEN WHY DIDN"T everyone sleep on the floor?


(I FRIGGEN SAID THANK YOU TO THE WHORE) JESUS, i have come so far.



BUT SHITTE i am the only voice of my kids. Moises won't tell his dad that he hated sleeping on the floor

he says he is scared to tell him. SCARED.

I know that feeling shitte, i was the same way with javier.

UGH

I told Susan on the message. I know all of my children's friends, and parents. You should be no different.

It is my right, and the law, and in my divorce decree, that i know where my children are. I will see where they sleep.



Javier sent me a message, saying that Karma is right around the corner for me.

Niiiiice.

He makes it seem like I am the crazy one. damn, it, I just don't have it in me to go toe to toe with him.

So yeah, let the L's handle it, but he will just treat me like dirt now. And makes things miserable.

I hate this.