I have to admit I have read your thread... I dont remember if I posted words of encouragement or not but do know you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are an amazing Woman.
Its not that I dont recollect what he said its just that we spoke of sooooooooooooo many things but the main issue I know is Physical contact. Be it ML , kissing , hugging and me being like I used to be.
Can you come over so you can bop my H on the head too? He needs it.....
He is getting better but he does still need to realize I am not psychic.... Also this morning I winked at him and wanted to get "frisky" and he said he was tired from working so hard yesterday....... ?????? Confused as H*ll comes to mind.
I am going to start a Journal about our days cause then later when he says I never Initiate I will actually have a Record......
.... 2 years ..... seems to have flown by and at the same time the days used to seem endless. I read somewhere on this Forum that it takes 1 month for each year of Marriage to repair the damage and then add a few more for good measure for the "affair". So Voila' @ 2 years.... ~Bleh..~
Oh well you know what yes we are all better people ...but remember this DBing isnt for the weak or faint of heart. We all give ourselves far too little credit for working our Hinders off in the wings.
I do believe this is why his comment of " i aint doin' nothing" stung even more. If he only knew. Thanks Joie for your post... its nice when someone says hi to me.. all my old friends are hardly posting at all.... and I am glad cause it means they are in a good place now. They were there for me when I was a puddle on the ground and now that I am strong it is good for me to continue to post to keep at this.
~Will post more later I am off to get my hair colored at the Spa I work at..... need a little divalisciousness just for me. That is one thing I have loved about this Journey.
~ I know for sure I need to have me time and he knows it too now... but that is a another very long story. God Bless.....
He needs it.....
