Ok it's been a bit so. I have taken a different look at how things are going in the R with H. Looking at the positive things something I have NOT been doing a whole lot of latly. I will have to list out some things that I have noticed have changed with H for the good.
H will listen to me, he may not always agree with me but I am feeling that he is hearing me now.
H has come around on the debt that we have and he too wants to get it paid off.
H has finally realized that he is part of a bigger unit, meaning family. Before the preception that I had he was all about him and did not give two cents about me or D.
Now on to changes that I think that I have made...
Well first and for most is getting rid of OM, even though the thoughts of him are still there, at times.
Realizing that H is more understanding that I ever though!!!! He truly wants to be there for me in everything.
Working on starting a new circle of friends, and recognizing the opportunities when they arise.
I need to recognize the baby steps and keep going forward.
Also recognize the back slide when they happen and work on that.
Working on PMA and GAL doing that with H and D.
One thing that always amazes me is the fact that no matter how much I think that we are going to come up short for the month we come out smelling like roses. Granted we don't have that much extra but we always get by with everything getting paid. As you may know that is an issue with me is money. I guess I need to learn something from H on this just trust and it will be OK.
I hope that everyone has a good day and keep the postive changes happening in your life too.
