I think you might be right but I also don't think she is concious of it. I guess I'll just have to be patient (not one of my virtues) and wait and see.
She has now told me she is hanging out with ex this Sunday and she is planning a road trip to their mutual friend's wedding which he might also attend. She also mentioned that she asked her current BF to go with her and he had no interest. Hmmm...
And in other "Silly Stuff" notes - I continue to have weird dreams about my ex. I seem to have one app once a week. STILL - years later.
In last night's dream (very fresh in my mind), it was Christmas and I was dropping off the kids (Ryan and Ashley) for their Christmas visit with him in the parking lot of a discount store (I've never done that before). He got out of the car with a young toddler (1.5 year old) boy all weighed down with a snowsuit. Seems he and maggot had a baby and never mentioned it. Boy - have I been reading MSF's thread or what???? I was mortified as were my kids, but he just carried on like it was normal.
I looked him straight in the eye and said "Who would have ever thought that this is what would have become of us. It's UNF...INGBELIEVABLE"." To which he replied "Yep, it's UNF...INGBELIEVABLE!!!"
I wanted to rip his face off again. I always want to rip his face off. I guess I still have repressed anger. It usually comes out in my dreams. DUH...
It is dress rehearsal day. Usually one of the craziest days of the year. I am strangely organized and calm. This is good. I have only 3 more days of work. YEAH!!!!
