I've been trying really, REALLY hard lately to detatch from her and let her realize what life would be REALLY like w/o me there to back her up...but I honestly think she's out having too much fun to care.
She goes on mini-vacations with her friend and our son on weekends that she has him, hangs out with her friends after work, etc.
I seem to be the one stuck at home wondering what to do next...struggling to hang on for one more day in the hopes that our marriage can be saved if I can only be patient enough to let her sort through her feelings and see me for who I truly am.
After 8 months of separation, I would think I would be better at letting go and being less of an emotional trainwreck. I'm just a guy that deeply loves his wife, realizes his mistakes, and is willing to do ANYTHING to save his marriage to the woman he has loved since he was a teenager.
I know....love is PATIENT, and I HAVE to be patient and continue to try and minimize contact with her...but is SO hard not to hear her sweet voice sometimes.
