you are doing really well. Yes I recognize how the selfishness can amaze you, even aside from your anger. It's just amazing. But it isn't going to be permanent. You'll see. Besides, at least your boys know YOU will be there for them. It is CRUCIAL that you reassure them of this. It's earth shattering for them to have their mother leave. It's a death, a huge loss for them...be there for them. You'll never regret that. j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
