H was just here. He says the D papers are ready to be signed. He'll get me a copy to read first. We have to go next week.
I'm not really as upset as I would have been last month. He's said that he needs this and that we have a chance to make things right with the D. Not sure what that means.
My T was talking about the Parent(P) Adult(A) Child(C) model of Transactional Analysis today. Basically my Child is the one doing the acting for me and I need to let my Adult play a bigger part in my life. The Adult is rational and the processor of information. When we let our Child show we act a children (we cry, act out, whine) and thats not a good way to let ourselves be.
In a nut shell I have to learn to let my Adult play a bigger role in my thoughts, feelings and actions. I guess now is as good a time as any to move in that direction.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
