Thank you, CBK. I had been gone for a bit because stress is really getting to me. I'm getting my headaches again. What is making me strong is the fact that I confessed my sins to God. I am to repent and to "go forth and not sin again". After doing this, it is impossible for me to do it again. Also, I told my husband I would not do this again. Looked him right in the eye and promised him. I won't be able to live with myself if I did. Soooo...that is what is keeping me strong...not necessarily happy happy, but strong.
I just read your thread but it is locked. I can't respond. But, I can respond here in mine! Being away is the best thing for you AND your W right now. Come back refreshed and with a plan. You can do it!
you are always in my thoughts and prayers, too, CBK
