I suck at GAL. I have been trying to spend more time with friends and family, but that isn't out of the ordinary for me. Wow, your "eliminating the negative for me" is an eye opener. I think I did that today. I was going to go to the t-ball practice, but I honestly just did not want to see him. So I skipped it. He asked why, and I was pretty honest. I just said "I really don't want to see you right now." Maybe I should have made up an excuse, but I didn't have the energy for it. *shrug* Oh well. It has been an OK day emotionally. I haven't had any major breakdowns since the one this morning. I had a good day overall. I REALLY need to find something that interests me to focus on. I am hoping school will do that for me, but that doesn't start until August. I know it will be easier then because I will be super busy. School is a big 180 for me.
