Cagz is really moving ahead Wierd...

[cagzmom]

S19 is HOME!! So happy so happy!! Can NOT believe his freshman year is done. So thankful that he has grown and matured on his own- and that i am real about the things that he has experienced this last year.

d11 is at a good place. She and s19 have come to terms with h..with the choices he has done. S19 in a way different way then d11...he can say no and avoid ow --d11 can not. BUT she has learned to put what her needs are first- and often has learned that some boundaries are left to be crossed, but we still control our OWN reaction and decsion.

Mom? She is very happy to have both her kids home. Very happy that i already have gone through so much (can't believe I said that) SO GLAD that the memories from last year are not good ones.. THat is wierd isn't it? The further away the less "good" times...I do remember them but LAST year at this time H was on his way to idiot land like nonother!! The lies were huge - ow was just new in the picture and just an every other weekend thing.

Last june - well I DO NOT want to relive that!! So i move forward and am determined to figure my life out.

Ok so easy words we will see how i do