Your most recent update makes me so sad. You are so smart and so wise - I've always been extremely impressed with your responses to other DBers. I'm sorry your boys are hurting and I'm sorry you're hurting, but you deserve so much better than what your H can give you.
(((((((GoingForward))))))
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence