Real life's getting more like fiction each day....

[Starshyne]

I have been trying to detatch a lot. Last night I stayed in the other room and did my own thing for part of the night and watched TV with H for the other part. I made dinner and left it on the stove if H wanted any and if he didn't, I was going to throw it out. I no longer make dinner with H in mind or at a time when I think H might be home. Trying really hard to detatch more and more so that when H decides not to come home again, I won't get myself so worked up and upset.