Lots more to work on and need to start a Journal like I did when I was seperated........
It is not the end of the world and I am at a place that I always wanted to be with him communicating with me... so it stung like h*ll but it is his truth and I need to work harder....
I did afterall tell him to tell me when he felt lonely when we had our long converstions on the phone.
So I fell of and have been going down the same tunnels and falling into old patterns.... time to brush myself off and see what else could work for me.....
I am proud of my 180 instead of stewing I ML to him.... takes less time and is more fun too.
Positives and negatives but I am still moving forward... Thank God... and my previous post helped clear my head.
I do scramble for a solution like a chicken with my head cut off. ~Bleh!~ but slow and steady wins the race.. God bless........
