I know things are so tough on you right now. Dealing with the in-laws is a complicated issue. Try and stick with your "happy" lists and not focus on the bad stuff. You might try to envision yourself 6 months down the road and know that you will be feeling so much better at that time! You will have Kendall and a very full and fulfilling life.
Take Care, --Chris
Me: 40 She: 31 S: 5 D: 3 Married: 8 years (05 DEC 99) Blow-up: 02 JUN 07 Piecing (More like Ostriching): 22 FEB 08