There has to be that time when I (we) will not accept bad behavior. Forgiveness is wonderful but it can be at the detriment of my own psyche.
This thread is spawned from some recent interactions with my childrens mom and a GF. With the kids mom I tend to swallow my tongue and ignore but that is being pushed toward its limit. With the GF, or ex GF I dunno, lying is where I seem to be drawing the line.
I find myself being pulled toward old behavior and feelings. The fix it mentality and what can I do to make it better. Crap I hate that.
So I write this as a reminder as to how much and what i've been through before. I can't fix what I didn't break!!
Besides all that my thoughts still drift back to the one who brought me to these boards in the first place 2 yrs. ago.
So the question I have for myself is "what do I do now?"
Sit still Forget and move on Or what?????
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Me 48 X's vary S 27 S 18 Back with high school sweety after 30 years..