The decision is made

[ACJ]

I know you are right Naej. I think that's what is causing all the confusion. I know I am 'worthy' of someone's love I'm just not sure I am ready to receive it yet.

did you swap numbers or is he already in your group

Unfortuantely the answer to both those questions is no! I'm not bold enough to ask for man's number (and may never be) and he didn't ask for mine. He is part of the wider UK audience for SPICE but not my local group. There is potential for me to see him again at other events but the probability is quite small as there are so many members. Besides he was probably way to young for me! I know he is over 30 but I suspect not much over. I know he wants kids (as he and his ex W didn't have any) so all things considered an over 40 year old with 3 teenage kids is unlikely to be on his wish list

On the subject of being relaxed in each other's company we were BUT he seemed very relaxed in women's company generally. He certainly seemed to have enough flocking round him (which is why I was so shocked but secretly pleased that it was me he asked to dance!).