I hope the move goes well and is as easy as possible.
I like you list. It says alot about you that you can see things in the "light of day".
You're question regarding whether or not you want to hav the patience is an interesting one. I've found (as of late) that my "patience" and "hope" are coming from a different place. I'm not sure if I can properly explain it, but it's like they exist on their own, independent of anything I put into them. Like you I have goals for myself and as I persue them, life has taken different turns. I find that out of nowhere my ability to be patient just sort of comes about. It isn't something I want or don't want it just is. With H gone, I find I have alot more patience with not only D's, but myself and people in general. Don't know where it will lead, but it is an interesting observation.
