Puppy, you mentioned the prior week that you felt like something was going to happen and then I saw them at lunch together last week. I asked WW why God had led me there. She said so that I could finally realize. It had to be for something else. Still trying to figure it out. Comments?

Last night as I was signing off the computer she rolled over in her sleep and she said "addiction". Do I have her thinking? Am I thinking too much?

This morning, WW was really hard to wake up. We slept a little closer than usual because I decided to try to share the blanket that I covered her with. Woke up kids and went back to wake her up again. Rubbed her back and arm and head. She was sweating and I asked her if she was ok. For at least 8 years, WW has been prone to terrible heat flashes. She is only 33. Up and getting through the morning as usual. I am making lunches for S14 and I. I ask WW as usual and she says she was going to make her self a sandwich. Ok. I am in the kitchen and WW is in bedroom when S14 yells, "Dad, I need a note for yesterday." And then D11 yells, "Dad, I need lunch money." I yell ok to both and go into bedroom. I find WW in closet looking at me funny with a strange smile. I say what? She says sarcastically,"Dad, I need money. Dad, I need a note." I smile and walk out without saying anything. Later, D11 is brushing D6 hair. WW calls from our bathroom for D6 to come and get her hair brushed. I say that D11 is already doing it, but D6 and D11 go to where she is, anyway. A little after that, I see D11 and WW walking around but not D6. I yell to D6 if her hair is brushed. WW is in kitchen and looks at me and gives me the thumbs up sign. I look at her say "what?" WW gives thumbs up again and says "I took care of it. Don't I brush her hair everymorning?" I say "Yes, nearly every morning, but D11 started brushing her hair and I didn't tell her to." Then D11 tells her "Yeah, whats the matter with that?" WW says "nothing."

Later, kids are gone. WW getting ready in room and I am still messing with my lunch. WW comes in and I tell her " I can make your sandwich if you want. I don't mind. I am here anyway." WW starts in with " I didn't say anything. I just came in to get my coffee. What?" I tell her "I am just offering. Dont get mad." She says " Thats fine. Go ahead. I'm not trying to say anything."
She says she forgot her lunch bag at work, and I tell her that I already got her another.

Before we leave, I check on our cars. She tells she has her normal Tuesday meeting today and should get off early and she will then come right home.

She offered the info. She tells me to have a good one, and I tell her the same.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."