Are you his yo-yo or are you your own pogo stick? That came to me and I thought I'd share it!
There's always hope if you want it. Hope is a choice, a belief. It's nice to hear other people say things, but it's yours to own or release.
Crying is good, crying is wonderful. Crying lets the boo-boos out and the hurt heal. I'm writing a prescription for you to cry allllllllllll day.. as long it's the tears flowing like an open faucet and not all the 'I'm gonna die" sobs.
Big deal.. "He's decided".. when did he become a minor deity? It isn't what he decides or the stuff with his brother, it's what YOU find to be whole, healthy and brings joy to your life.
So he's stubborn, confused and making your life a living hell.
You're an incredible woman, a phenomenal mom, you make things happen. It isn't about HIM.. it's about you. You are the one who is the shining light, you hold the joy and hope in your heart. This is your life to live not his to destroy.