cw68 I sleep in a seperate room that houses my doll collection. It is outside of the house, connected to the garage. I had a panic attack when I tried to sleep in our bed and decided this was better for me. I actually like my little room and I sure wouldn't want him sleeping in there.

We were watching one of those "surviving" type shows on tv. This guy was captured by rebels and basically left for dead. He said how he refused to believe that he was going to die. He believed that is what kept him going...he didn't give up on his life. I feel that way in this sitch. I refuse to believe that my marriage is going to die and I am not going to give up.

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08