The decision is made

[ACJ]

Thanks TL.

I think I'm approaching a crossroads. I'm not sure if it is acceptance or if I am finally falling out of love with H. To be honest it's a bit (no a lot) scary.

It may well be b/c I have told H I will agree to a D that I have nothing to 'fight' for anymore. Who knows. I just know that I am confused about what it is that I actually want right now.