A little update on the last post, I believe H started MLC in 2004 after my cousin died suddenly at age 47. That had an affect on my H & the next year he took up sky diving & scuba diving. Then the next year is when he met OW. I know he should have resisted but I also know that if she had not contacted him first he wouldn't have kept in touch.

I'm just having such a hard time right now. He was my best friend & I miss talking to him so bad. I keep wanting to call but I won't.