HI, LL...just wanted to stop and say "hi"...I'm having a tough time with guilt & anxiety...haven't been on bb in past few days...3 good things:

1) SBH is being very very supportive of my emotional difficulties, despite his own continued feelings of pain & grief about my As

2) I'm learning a lot about myself - the bad stuff that REALLY needs to change, not just surface stuff that most therapists seem to have focused on with me in the past...

3) My H still loves me

wishing you well...

SAM