The thing that gets me through is that I know patience is key in this process. I just have to be patient and sow the little seeds I have planted. Maybe he will see the changes in me, maybe he won't. I just know that the things I am doing right now are for me, and if he wants to be a part of that I would love it. If he doesn't, there is nothing I can do about that. Crying and throwing a fit has done nothing for me but push him further away.
Two months seems like an eternity right now, but I know that in the grand scheme of things it is not that long. I know that people on this board have healed things after much longer than that. No sitch is hopeless. I just keep remembering that.
