I guess I do need to lower my expectations right now. I really am just setting myself up for disappointment. That is such a bad thing. If I expect some grandiose gesture from him, I am SURE to be disappointed. To be honest, the anger I am feeling is MUCH easier to be going through than the utter pain of the last few months. I just don't want to feed on my anger for too long. I don't think that is healthy for me or the kids. I feel a little bad about today, but like you said...the pressure cooker needed to sputter a bit. Otherwise I think I would eventually explode, and that would be something I don't know if I could reverse (no matter how hard I DBed).
