Quote: Did these thoughts come before or after the ILY?
long before the ily...I don't know why it is but I do have a tendancy to let neg thoughts of ow flow around when things are good...perhaps because when things aren't going well that is what I focus on (the fact that it isn't going well) and when things are going well I'm reluctant to believe it's real.
having one of those days today where I'm stuck in a mode of..h IS still calling ow..and I am just being played for a fool again...but part of me tells myself that is just self defeating talk..IF h were to still be in contact with ow that would be really stupid of him...eventually he would get caught again and that would be the end of HIS life...I certainly would carry on just fine. He is the one who stands to loose here...not me..and that I think he has figured out already. but still...he did do it once so why not again???
