I'm so sorry you have social anxiety. But you should be so proud of yourself! You forced yourself to go and you didn't do all the things you thought you would (fall apart). You are so much stronger than you think, kiddo.
You need to learn to embrace your inner bitch (truth is, people tell me this all the time, too). When people like us love, we really love and it's not easy to turn the love faucet off even when it's hurting us in the long run.
I hope your husband tells you things you need to hear and is honest about it. Don't tell your h what the lawyer told you - WHATEVER YOU DO!
hugs, sweetness.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
