I wanted to tell her that the awful person I was telling her about who stays out until 2am is not my real husband. My real husband treated me like a princess and was so wonderful. Sure he didn't make a lot of money, but he was so loving and compassionate. That this man I have now isn't really him...just a shell of him. But I just nodded my head...
This is so what I feel. My problem is I still try to talk to my husband or be honest with him the way I would have before but he is not him anymore.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009
