Sounds to me like you have found your calling in poetry CL.
Don't you wonder why happiness is so hard to achieve sometimes and that we have to work so hard to be happy. I don't think it will ever be second nature. If it was life wouldn't be as interesting.
As far as vacation goes I have no idea as to a suggestion for you. Oh wait, Have you thought about the Cayman Islands? I understand the price is right and they are beautiful.
JAK
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You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez