Confused no longer - Give me the strength

[Snow White]

You can't drive yourself crazy about what he may/may not be doing. As hard as it is, GAL.

I am trying, I have committed to playing baseball this summer, I bought a new glove yesterday and the games start 2 nights a week May 21. This will be a big deal for me to get out and do this. I used to love baseball when I was younger(played from 4 till 16) and throwing the ball around yesterday with D at the park(fetching kind of like a dog :-) but she liked it) was the best I have felt in awhile and I started to get excited to play. It was even nicer throwing the ball with H but I digress because that is about us and not me. You know what it was nice for him too, he smiled and laughed and he doesn't do that anymore in my presence.