Well it's somewhat of a red letter day I guess. My wife wired the buyout money to me for my half of the equity in our home. It seems like I should feel good about getting that money because it gives me the ability to buy my own place. But right now I feel like #$%^ in a big way. It's no longer my "home", it's further severing of the ties between us, it's her moving on and continuing to tear our family apart. It's one more step by the woman I love as she move and walks further away.

Sure I can pay cash for a pretty decent house now but so the h-ll what. A house isn't what's important!


If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa

Me-44
W-42
S-11/8/06, D-9/12/08
M-19 1/2 yrs
D13, D11
Bomb-10/06