Quote: you can live your life believing that my h will always love you but I know for fact that eventually he will be as disgusted with you as he is with himself. You think you took something away from me but what your childish little mind doesn't yet realize is that you've given me a gift, an advantage...my h loves me more deeply now than he did before sure it's not the childish in love that you had with him but I can tell you right now my h loves me more now for accepting his disgression with you than he ever would have loved you.
sell your house and move away...go find another sap to swoon over..erase my h from your mind...he will never be yours...not even if I throw him to you...you may have given him your heart figeratively and litterally (your little charm I mentioned before that I will be selling soon) but his heart was always with me...even as he walked out the door to be with you...his heart was always with me...all you got was the child within him and soon enough that will be mine too.
so hope you enjoyed your little "escape" and your temporary "hero" (yes, I read your cute little letter tying in your song titles too) because he is yours no longer...he is devoted to his wife and children now..yes he struggling with getting over the shame of you...yes he's having trouble comforting me for the pain he has caused...but he is here and he is where he wants to be.
have a nice life ow, I throw you away just as h did.
just wanted to remind myself...is all...this is simply a "pretend" phone call or letter to ow...I would never actually waist my energy passing it on to her..but wanted to bring it here from my past thread.
