ok ok ok...I'll do my best to not be pulled down into that negative spiral but damn I hate the spring...
I just wish that I knew when the "busy" time for h would end...or knew that there was a weekend away (even with the kids) or something to look forward to to help me deal with it...at least when a h (or w for that matter) works for a company and they have a "project" or something, there is an end date..so you have an idea as to when their "busy" time will end....with h I do not know...could be another week...could be another month...
I can deal with him comming home at 7...I don't like it...the kids don't like it...I don't think h likes it..but I can deal with it...but I'd have an easier time dealing with it if I knew when it would end and h would start comming home earlier...or for that matter stop working on saturdays...or for that matter take a weekend off for a little get away...or be unstressed enough to plan in advance for a night with me...just something to look forward to...I know h simply looks forward to comming home at the end of the day...and honestly I enjoy him just being here too...but a little extra would be nice..a little awake time..a little family time (dd is asleep usually when h arrives home)
guess it's harder when h has had a day off...and this weekend we were spoiled with him having two days off...
