ok in keeping with the three possitive things list...I'll give it a whirl today...

1. despite the crummy weather yesterday I still enjoyed myself. that means I have wonderful friends that will drive the distance despite the weather.

2. h cuddled into me last night while sleeping...this was very nice for me because he went to bed before me...and was dead to the world when I got there, but when he did at one point lift his head look at the clock and realize I was there moved himself completely over and molded himself into me...

3. h called at 7:30 this morning just to say hello.

I like this new possitive outlook...things feel much better when you focus on the possitives instead of letting the negatives fester...actually the more you focus on the possitives the negatives seem to diminish almost to non-existance.

LL